My Top 5 Music Videos of 2010

I was looking on yahoo.com at their list so I thought I'd make a list of my own :)

1."Why don't you love me?" -Beyonce
Feast your eyes on TALENT... This woman is AH-MAZE-ING!! I love it when she stops the whole song to dust her Grammy's... WERK IT GUURRRLL!!lol From her attitude to her pinup retro style. Love it. Love her. She is just an all around great artist.



"There's nothing not to love about me... I'm LOOVEELLYYYYY."

2. "Unthinkable" -Alicia Keys
This one MOVED me... At the time I was unsure about my relationship with someone. But when I saw this I knew I was ready no matter what happened I was ready. Unfortunately it ended not long after this...lol It was good to see that there is racism in black people too, because there is. From when he says "What? Am I not good enough??", to the time traveling, to the fashion.  Loved this video.



"If we do the unthinkable will it make us look crazy OR would it be so beautiful? Either way I'm saying... If you ask me I'm ready."

3. "We're marching on" -One Republic
This actually came out when I was trying to pick up the pieces. It showed me that whatever happens I have to keep marching on... Plus it's like they are channeling Cold Play's "Speed of Sound" video and I love that song and video too...



"For all the things I'm not... I put one foot in front of the other and keep marching on..."

4. "What's my name" -Rhianna ft. Drake
I know this one isn't that old. It came out in November but I LOVE Rhianna and Drake's chemistry and they aren't even dating... The way it starts off playful in the store to when he kisses her cheek at the end... the way they really act like they are in love... SICK crazy...Makes me believe in love again...



"'Cause you just my type, OH na NA na na."

5. "Raise your glass" -Pink
 hahaha this one MAKES ME LAUGH OUT LOUD!! I love Pink because she don't care what people think of her she is going to have fun anyway. From the plump girl eating the skinny girl's food and knocking out the other, to the babies "raising their glasses", to her doing the shot-gun at prom. She is standing up the the less forunate and I love her!



"oh man... my glass is empty. That SUCKS."

Tell me some of your favorite videos and I'll check them out. Hope everyone had a Merry Christmas and Happy New Year!!

My parents aren't glass makers...

To: Person who couldn't return my text messages because you were having a bad day...Who shall remain nameless...

And everyone else...

I am a PERSON. I have feelings. You think YOU have bad days?! How about I have bad weeks!! You say when I texted you, you didn't feel like talking because you were having a bad day.

NEWS FLASH!!!
Did you ever think I would be texting you maybe because I had a bad day too?!?

i am NOT invisible.

Everyone needs a friend. Someone to talk to. This past week has been a living HELL for me and my family. Why? Because I was so afraid that on Christmas I was going to hurt the entire day. I snapped at my family and C, didn't go out at all, and stayed in my pajamas most of the day everyday. All I needed was someone to say "It's going to be ok. The holiday will pass like so many before and the day isn't going to be so bad."

i am NOT INVISIBLE!

But NO! Is it too hard for someone to look past the smiles and uplifting words and say "Really... How are you doing inside? I know it's hard for you. So let it out. How are you REALLY doing?"

Where are all the people that care? Where are they??

I AM NOT INVISIBLE!!!!!


SN: I know this is not what you want to read the day after Christmas but it's my blog and I wanted to get it out in open air... So there it is...

Changing it up a bit...

Ok... So I am like so bad at blogging right now... Things have been soooo busy here. I finished out this semester. And I'm so happy for that. So my lastest project is to change my room. I currently live with my parents and my room has never really looked the way I wanted it to. I don't have anything on my walls, and my furniture is all miss matched. So this Spring I'm going to paint all my furniture and get a new bed. I'm soooo EXCITED!!! So in looking for an idea of what kind of bed I want I came across these pictures of some nice rooms.

These are my 2 favorites. If I could get a headboard like the first one, I will be content. *sigh* But then again the 2nd one will fit in my room better... I would just have to paint my walls white and put wall paper on one... Too much work...lol

I like this wrap around look but I don't like the colors... OOOO!! Maybe I can get one that is Pink but wrap around!! Hmmm.....lol

Now this room is ABSOLUTELY FABULOUS!!!! I mean LOOK at it!! It's all clothes on one wall... I'm not the Victorian style kind of girl. And this looks like it's in a castle somewhere... But if I could have my closet our like this then I so would!!

Well as these renevations begin I'm going to keep you all posted. Hopefully I'm going to find some good stuff!

Year In Status...

So Facebook had this app where you could put all of your status updates together. So I thought I'd put mine here so ya'll have have a look at my personality... And YES they are my actual status updates from the entire year. I even went through them to get the good ones on there...lol

It's really long so make sure u have time to read them... I think they are pretty funny!! :D